Shattered
Jan 30, 2017 10:38:23 GMT
Post by Lullaby on Jan 30, 2017 10:38:23 GMT
(N.B. here is a bit of back story I wanted to write. I thought it would be OK here)
The timestamp said it was 22:10 on 30th September 2010. A twelve year old girl stared into the lense, but she looked far older. Her hair was messy. Her eyes were puffy and her face looked almost completely dead. She then began to speak. It was all in Danish but it was easy enough to understand:
"My name is Signe Abelone Vestergaard. I am twelve years old and I am a freak. I probably should have caught on before now. Nobody ever wanted to know me very long when I was little... Now it's even worse. People are afraid of things that go against the norm. Mum told me that once. But now ii am so far out that even they would be ashamed of me.
"There's a strange thing that kids do. And adults do it too but I see it more at school. People are beginning to ask people out. No problem there. My problem iis and always has been why must people stake claims on other people like they are property or slaves? To tie someone down to a single human being seems... Sick. It turns out that's an unpopular opinion though. So now I'm a slut. A whore. Dirty filthy cunt. I've never kissed another human being that was not my parents. But that meant nothing. Greedy slut they called me. But that wasn't even the worse bit.
"There's this guy I like... His name is Kasper Jensen. I asked him out today. He laughed at me. He said he'd never go out with an ugly whore. An ugly whore who would go out trying to get more cock and constantly insult him. Then he and all his friends laughed at me and Anna Thomsen did this to me as a punishment."
The girl raised her right arm where deep fingernails had gouged blood from her arm.
"The teachers didn't care. They said Anna was a good girl and I did it to myself to get her in trouble. The teachers didn't like me either. I shouldn't have been surprised. They say I bring it upon myself. I should just try and fit in. But that to me is like asking my eyes to be brown. It won't happen. Mum and Dad do it too. They said I should try and act normal and then people will like me. I doubt it.
"Which leads me here I guess... This video. I can't be any different to what I am so... I'm just going to spare everyone the activation of having me around. I've never had a friend and I will die alone. There's nothing I can do about that. At least this way I'll have some dignity. This is Signe Vestergaard. And this is my last goodbye."
The timestamp said it was 22:10 on 30th September 2010. A twelve year old girl stared into the lense, but she looked far older. Her hair was messy. Her eyes were puffy and her face looked almost completely dead. She then began to speak. It was all in Danish but it was easy enough to understand:
"My name is Signe Abelone Vestergaard. I am twelve years old and I am a freak. I probably should have caught on before now. Nobody ever wanted to know me very long when I was little... Now it's even worse. People are afraid of things that go against the norm. Mum told me that once. But now ii am so far out that even they would be ashamed of me.
"There's a strange thing that kids do. And adults do it too but I see it more at school. People are beginning to ask people out. No problem there. My problem iis and always has been why must people stake claims on other people like they are property or slaves? To tie someone down to a single human being seems... Sick. It turns out that's an unpopular opinion though. So now I'm a slut. A whore. Dirty filthy cunt. I've never kissed another human being that was not my parents. But that meant nothing. Greedy slut they called me. But that wasn't even the worse bit.
"There's this guy I like... His name is Kasper Jensen. I asked him out today. He laughed at me. He said he'd never go out with an ugly whore. An ugly whore who would go out trying to get more cock and constantly insult him. Then he and all his friends laughed at me and Anna Thomsen did this to me as a punishment."
The girl raised her right arm where deep fingernails had gouged blood from her arm.
"The teachers didn't care. They said Anna was a good girl and I did it to myself to get her in trouble. The teachers didn't like me either. I shouldn't have been surprised. They say I bring it upon myself. I should just try and fit in. But that to me is like asking my eyes to be brown. It won't happen. Mum and Dad do it too. They said I should try and act normal and then people will like me. I doubt it.
"Which leads me here I guess... This video. I can't be any different to what I am so... I'm just going to spare everyone the activation of having me around. I've never had a friend and I will die alone. There's nothing I can do about that. At least this way I'll have some dignity. This is Signe Vestergaard. And this is my last goodbye."